meandmenomore
Basics
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Location:
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I am looking for:Man
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Zip Code:89024
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Age:57
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Body:Athletic
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Ethnicity:White
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Education:Bachelors Degree
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Job:Legal
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Has Kids:Yes, living elsewhere
ABOUT
maybe its in the spirit of new beginnings maybe its just an old hunger growing older, sometimes its hard to admit that its really cold inside as one smiles and replies "FINE" to the unending how are you ? I used to or still partially think being independent is all that matters but somehow as I tend to not lack anything in my life, my future seems definitely secured yet there still stands this black hole sucking in all the success and no feeling of fulfillment. I continue to place new tasks before myself and before I start deep down I know I would succeed yet I know it wouldn't do it. I hope I am not sounding too confident as life definitely doesn't have any constants, I grew up not having any friends, mostly in foster homes and once with an abusive uncle and I became obsessed with the desire to prove that somehow I could be desirable and someone would really care about me as a person not for what benefit I could be to them but because of my individual person, from the days of foster homes when I was taken in only because of the check I would draw from the government to the years after school where every woman or man that was close to me was only for the financial benefits. I am a humble man who enjoys outdoors, love kids , I have a few friends but none permanent, lived alone most of my adult life so somehow I find domestic chores easy to cope with, love dining out but cannot go to the exotic restaurants I would want to go to as it is hard going alone. I chose to attempt finding a companion on the internet because I find that in recent years I barely have time for myself and at this point in my life I am making arrangements for my life to be less hectic so I can have a shot at trying to really live life and not just go through everyday like an automated robot. The dream of living for me wouldn't be complete if I have to sit at the coffee table alone , dine in regular cafe, go to the movies alone and worst of all not have someone to say good night to every night for the rest of my life
What I am looking for
an honest man who doesnt pretend to be someone different
